looog time since i updated. thats always my first sentence. im always too lazy to update. sem 2 is a damn busy term. had 3 test last week which i screwed up(as usual). three more test next week plus eng and chi oral. sigh. has nsc cup series iver the weekend. did nor bad on the first day cause the wind was light. screwed up today cause the wind was strong.fuck la. my national ranking is gonna droop. i was super tired today. my hands are red now from robe burn. i couldnt even carry my stuff. jerrold helped me to carry. i didnt think he was actually going to help me. so pam had this WEIRD theory about him liking me. RUBBISH. trying to study for chem test tmr. wish me luck. toodles:)
fuck.im like super pissed. my mum is being such a bitch. she keeps telling me she want to book the air tickets now, so must find out the hockey whatever shit la. i keep telling her I DONT KNOW. its put on hold. she just doesn't seem to understand. she say she is going to book soon so i better tell her. i told her just go and book hers, i don't know anything or whatever. then she went to scold the school bloah blah blah. i told her its my choice, the school didnt say anything. if you want to blame, should blame the H1N1. if there wasnt H1N1 everything would be confirmed by noe. WTH. i told her to do whatever she wants la, i have no control and i dont knoe anything. FUCK
its been a reeallllyyyyy loooooonng time since i last posted. i hate my new timetable. i hate going to school. i hate my life. first week nothin much happened. me and verity's grand plan failed:( we wanted to go batam to get quarantine but....... if you read the news you would know why. saturday went out with verity to vivo. we were supposed to meet at 12 at redhill. she didnt go YOG and i was late. then i realised i saw the movie time wrongly. it was 2.30am but i saw 2.30pm. thank god i went to check in the morning. at 11 plus. we changed plans. went vivo instead of marina. i reached at 1230. she reached at around 1245? the queue was super duper long. we watched ghost of girlfriends past. its AGAIN for me. me being a nice soul, watched with verity cause she haven;t watch yet. walked around vivo. reminded verity about her topshop gift card. she forgot. haha. we went to river island:) i love that place. its full of pink stuff:) saw a wallet that i fell in love with. it was $57. then waled around again. we decided to drag our mothers with us on sunday to buy the stuff we saw. saw a super nice bag from pull and bear. i wanted to check how much so can ask my daddy for money. it was too high up. so i didnt bother. went and wasted our lives at carl's junior. though we already ate lunch in the cinema. verity said that didn't count cause technically, that was our breakfast. haha. super full after that. on sunday, i managed to convince my mum to bring me to vivo. but we went for some baby shower thing. there's one more on sunday:( bought my wallet at vivo and went to candy empire to buy chocolates:) i told my mum to start buying cedele bread cause its much nicer. haha. today i was supposed to meet verity after school to discuss some hockey thingy. went to tanglin macs.we didnt really do much other than play around. it should be i didnt do anything other than eat. verity was studying for math test. suprising right. clara was also studying. i was being a PIG(pretty intelligent girl). teo test on friday:( should just totallly pon school
fuck!!!! my mum is such bitch la. just becuse i refused to follow her to see boat she gets mad get me. crzy bitch. but somehow i dont feel so angry cause it means i'm getting out of bringing my sister's friend around tmr. yeah mn. this kind rocks in a way. she got angry at me for coming home late yesterdy. i feel like telling her. if you dont want to pick me up dont blame me for coming home late la. you think sengkang stadium opposite the house is it? met benjamin there yesterday. he's one of the photographer for this world cup. he's also going to be the photographer for yog
my life has been pretty filled with hockey junior world cup these few days. the games were damn nice. the players were hot. that's all i can say. you have to be there to know the ful story yourself. we kept sneaking macs in. super duper unhealthy week. kept eating fast food. on saturday went to verity's church carnival thingy. quite fun although we didnt really do anything:( saw uncle kevin there. plus my sister's church friend. verity sucks. she keeps laughing about my fear of birds. verity bro sucks too. the SMITH'S suck!!!!! went to tampanis today. bought lingerie. bought the topshop cute underwear. went to watch todays match. quite interesting. jiaqi, phoebe, verity and her bro went. went to hang out at macs (again) afterwards.
its been a really long time since i blogged. alot of things happened. but i'm too lazy to blog.
past two weeks past by like damn fast. exams was kinda screwed(as usual). i didnt sit for geog paper cause my temp. was over 37.6 degree. is that a good thing or bad thing? i dunno? had obs last week. shall update more about it when i feel like it. never. anyway sailing was quite funthis week. only 3 people came for advanced so we trained with Is. derek came to join us cause he didnt want to buy the CII. me jerrold and derek formed a team for team racing against IS. we were like thrashing them. wtf. waste my time. we kept coming 1st, 2nd and 3rd except for the first race when that stupid derek came in 4th. haha. then we did fleet racing. cause we were too good, so we had to start 1min behind the rest. but fuck we still caught up. today more people ame for As. did team racing. me, pam and jerrold one team we were like the most awesome team. for the first few races. we came in first second and third except for the 1st race. we were warming up. haha. then un cle kevin took jerrold out. and the wind picked up. of cause i started screwing up then. then he put jerrold back in. then we started winning again. i found a running buddy- jerrold. he also needs to run. so we are going pasir ris park to run. this friday most prob going out with pam and jerrold. yay
verity: this post is for you if you are smart enough cause im too stupid:( if you dont get it. nvm:)
fucked so much that it hurts
im like pretty fucked up right now. this weekend was supposed to be a long weekend for me to rest. and it was far from that. got like 3 test this week. plus got competition during the weekend. on friday. did homework. actually was half doing half facebooking. i hate fb. it distracts me from my studying. went to my cousin's one year old party at downtown. since im his only direct cousin on his dad's side, plus my sis in melbourne. i was like bored cause i dont really talk to his other cousins. luckily brian came. haha. cause my cousin invited his church/school friend who is also my friend so his brother came and his brother is my church friend and someone i knew since i was damn young. haha. we were talking about random stuff and me and him kept swan-ing my mum. haha. damn funny. too bad his whole family left around 9 which is quite early. but haha. i watched tv after that. went back around 10 plus. haha. we stole the birthday boy away. haha. saturday got regatta. st marine. the race officer quite screwed. one over run for 10 years alr and one is the first time. but i did not bad considering that about 16 people weren't there. haha. thats also quite bad. i finished 15 with a 11,6,17,7,8. i lost 3 positions in 3 races. i could have gotten 3rd or 2nd for 2 races. wtf. anyway. haiz. git emath test tme. im screwed. on saturday i was damn exhausted la. no link anyway
i put 2 and 2 together to get 4. that's how i found that
today was kind of a unlucky day. firstly, i had no choice but to sail even though it was my second day. cause must transport the boat to safyc for next weeks regatta. luckily when i went into the boat nothing happened. actually there was nothing. then i forgot my lycra. wtf? i had to sail in my armani shirt which i only wore once so far. so sad right. my friend kept laughing at me and he kept telling everyone about me. fuck. i tried not to get wet cause i did not want sea water on it. then in the water i saw a dead cat. it was white and bloated and blackish. how disgusting and cool. haha. im weird. oh yeah. i saw a tornado today. how cool right. went swimming afterwards with pamela, jerrold, ralph and zakiah. ralph was being a bastard cause he kept spraying water at our faces. so when he went underwater me and jerrold got scared and swam away. i couldnt swim away fast enough but luckily jerrold dragged me. turns out ralph was doing nothing. it was quite fun. alot more things to blog about. no time. got two test tmr. must bathe and study. bye:(
weird. a church guy i dont normally talk to just talked to me on fb. i feel damn awkward cause i never really talk one sentence to him. five test coming up!!!!!!
today has team dinner. we went the pizza hut at ps. had a damn fun time. the waitress is such a fitch. from china. wonder why they employ people who cant communicat with the customers:( we started to put the chilli flakes into pepsi. clara threw a hashbrown into verity's drink. verity then exchanged it with jieying who didnt know. i think i spoilt the plan. haha. wanmin drank a contaminated pepsi subconsiously. haha. damn funny. then she asked for a clean one. we gave her another contaminated one and almost drank it. haha. stupid. jieying wiped her oily hands on verity's shirt and face. loser. and sec 3 hockers are like damn vulgur. its like fuck here fuck there. we keep fucking around. haha. sounds wrong. there's even a fish fucker(verity). verity's elbow is damn sharp. she gave me a "dead arm". haha. and at the end of the meal, we were really wild. we poured cheese and chilli flakes in jieying's shoe and a flake fight kinda started. we started pouring the flakes on each other. luckily i was not affected since im so innocent. speaking of innocent, phobe was sitting there so inoocently, the she got implicated in verity's and her fight. jieying threw the chicken bone into her cup. haha. damn funny. some of them caught confessions of a shopaholic after that. i didnt get to cause i stay like damn far away. like the extreme east of singapore. wtf?!? not fair.
i have been doing nothing for the past 1 hour. fuck up shit. yes. my shit is fucked up. haven bathed since i came back. i will do my homework after a bathe. no wonder there was this weird smell around the house. haha. my hand smells of the hockey stick. we won northland 4-3!!!! actually during the first hour was 3-3. then we won by golden goal. the game was pretty exciting. they started of the game with 2-0. i was losing hope. we fought back and managed to end the forst half with 2-2. i know we are pro. dont need to tell me. i wouldn't mind the ego boost:) actually i dont need it. my ego is so bog that it cant fit through the door. hahahahaha. so retarded right??? today first day of school. yeah. my school is pretty cool. first day of school in march. yeah right. first day of term 2. im going to bathe now. and i forgot to say.i finish ALL my holiday homework before sunday!!!!! NOTE: JOANNE DOES NOT DO HOLIDAY HW!!!!
events i haven't blogged about from me 3-second memory. it sounds oxymoronic. but anyway nevermind.
today had cross country. reached bedok reservoir at 750. finally i aget to wake up at 7 for one day. feel happy for me. haha. i finished 12. for the first time i didnt stop and was running quite fast to me. anyway, the main point is i didnt stop. jay finished 10, verity 11, clara 13, aqeela 14, nadia 17, jiaqi 18. hockers are pro. i know. went tampanis mall for lunch, ate at pastamania. met some teachers there. i swear teachers are stalking us. even though they reach first. haha. me and celine partcipated in the singapore customs roadshow thingy. i gave my prize to verity. haha. i met bryan and kazi there too. at first i didnt recognise bryan. bryan was telling me how i owed him coke. long story + long time ago. when i feel nice i will buy him. the rest had to be busybody and stand there. haha. i took the long way home. take mrt to pasir ris then bused home. actually taking bus back is the same. haha. for the first time in my life im the first to reach home. haha.
i wanted to blog for the past few days. but whenever i come to this page i get lazy. haha. so you dont get the jiucy details unless i tell you myself. last just say i have been sailing with a hole in my bunk(equals to sailing with a hole in my boat cause its supposed to stop water for coming in) for the past few days. and i thought my boat had a crack. i fell down backwards while back pedalling and i think i injured my neck. opps. ouch. how embarrassing.
i forgot to blog that we won YHS 1-0. old news. nothing to be happy about. next match against NSS. we must win them. MUST!!!!! this week i got 3 test. all science. wtf la! i failed e math test, did damn bad for a math. i think this is like the second time i fail math in secondary school. how depressing. i think im getting stupider. i bet my mum has to come for meet the teacher session. okay.this is my aim this year. cannot let my name be in the must meet the teacher list. supposed to have training today but cancelled. no 5km run. haha. supposed to be studying for physics now but ive been studying all night. must take a break. haha. my sister stole my bar of chocolate which cost me i think $12 bucks. well, not techniquely me, but you get the point. she should get my back one bar when she collects my crumpler bag. cause they are kind of on the same street i think. i hope my crunpler is done by end of feb so i can get it in march. hopefully. gryones;groins. haha. if you are taking core geog, think about it. mr chng made a joke of it in class today. and he said absence of evidence, evidence of absence. the last part is so oxymoronic la. evidence means its there, absence means its not there. anyway, i shall not bother. today i screwed up my groups chem spa. naturally, me being me, had to topple the basin so water got into our solution. we had to steal crystals from other groups. heehee:) ive been wanting to blog about something for the past few days. but now when i actually blog, i forgot what i want to say. how typical.
omg!!!!! i'm damn happy!!!! my customized crumpler is in the process of making!!!! (sounds gramatically wrong. i think it is. but who cares). i designed a sailboat on it. haha. i know im being a traitior to hockey. but a sailboat would look so much nicer la. dont you agree?? actually i dont care if you dont agree. cause the bag is for me. not for you. duh right? anyway. it kept in my barget of 250. actually it was supposed to be 275 but my sister helped me get 250. and some more is the complete seed size. haha. i cant wait to get it though i dont know when i'll get it. hopefully it will be done when my sis friend's parents come back to singapore so they can bring it back for me!!!!
I hate uncivilized people. They are so aunty-ish with their pushing and shoving to get what they want. They are such fucking assholes. Where has the morals taught gone to?
havent blog in a long time. im going to change my blogskin to either something sunset-y or something sailing-y. haha. im being a traitor to hockey. anyway. this few days was sure awkward. firstly, on thursday night, i had a nightmare that i turned gay with verity, random and awkward much? and we were kissing in the toliet and we were caught my some MI girl. weird much? and that nightmare scar-ed me for life. i got gay-phobia. but i think guy gays are cool. i know im weird. im just emphasizing on the fact again. my second nightmare was that i saw claris and mr goh kissing in school. i know. claris and mr goh. wtf right???? thats how random my nightmares are.
you feel the wind whistling past as you plune 99 storeys down to your death. no, you are not commiting suicide, you're just trying to be superman.
today was second day of trials. i think i screwed it up. shit man. after that got sailing. the wind was damn damn strong. my boat turned itself against me(literally). i spent half my time in the water. and i got flung of my boat once. so depressing. and i was wondering whether there was enough wind for the volvo ocean race. today the straits regatta boats sailed past. the wind was so strong that even 6 or 7 people couldnt keep the boat flat.
haha. finally it came. i almost thought a was assexual as i had became pregnant without having sex. or maybe i did?who knows. haha. this is cool: Found Unlawful Carnal Knowledge. school is busy. loads of homework. need to start eating ginseng cause i stopped for a long time.
31st December/1st January Me, Megan and Htet Maw went to the marina bay countdown for new year. We planned to meet at 5pm, then I changed it to 530pm, then we changed to 630pm for Megan cause she was coming back from Malaysia. That stupid Htet Maw made me wait for over an hour cause she was stuck in traffic jam. We went to marina square for dinner then headed to the floating platform. The pre-show was quite boring and we were trying to figure out who the MC was. It was the smart me who figured out that it was Adrian pang. We couldn't see the faces as when we came it as quite filled. Halfway through the pre-show we went to get refreshments. The queue was pretty long. Then while waiting for the show to start I got bored so we started throwing peanuts at people in front. It was quite funny. Then we started to do the marina bay wave. The back crowds not hyper one. I guess we were the few hyper ones there. I forgot which hosts said that we needed a countdown for a countdown. So funny. The show was really quite funny. Especially gurmit singh. During the commercial breaks he would run on stage and start saying old macdonald had a farm. He is seriously damn comical. Comic man. PCK, baberella(sp?) and broadway beng form the noose came. Damn funny. I started trying to throw peanuts into my mouth but it kept misaiming and hitting people and in front. I had to keep apologizing. The fireworks was quite nice. We then went to take pictures. The crowd at the traffic lights was crazy. Had to wait so long before we got to cross the road. I almost tripped over the pavement and I was scared I would get stepped on by people in heels. My sis and her friends went to fullerton boathouse to watch fireworks. I had macs for supper. It was really great but I had to wake up super early on that day cause we needed to clear the stuff for the workers to paint the house. Today School started today! Although it was a waste of time it was quite fun. We started on SS and eng lessons already. So fast la. I'm quite okay with my teachers but I think I'll probably need chem tuition. School ends at 3 every day except Tuesday. I'm lazy to continue blogging so I shall end here. And I feel old.
Haha. I forgot. On the second day very funny. Cause they celebrated nat tong's birthday so a lot of people went to crowd around. So calvin started pointing to the sky and asking Jerome to look. That tricked two people. Losers. Then me and calvin decided to sing a birthday song to a fictional person. He called the person lucas from hsm. So me, calvin, Vincent, jac and Jerome sang happy birthday song to lucas. There were 3 victims who ask who lucas was. Haha. Damn funny.
Haven't blogged for many days cause I was too lazy. Just came back from youth camp. It was damn fun. On the first day, we played around Singapore in 14400 seconds which is like shi zi lu kou. The first word was tian ji. I thought it was sweet chicken but its frog. So we went to some place opposite the church to eat. After that we went to serangoon to eat chicken rice. Then we went boon keng or should we say potong pasir to eat cai mian. If you are wondering what cai mian is, its vegetable noodle. We made it up by buying beef noodles and dishes of vegetables. After that we proceeded on to island creamery. I thought we were the slowest but we ended up being the second to reach island creamery. Jerome and I said that the forfeit is sure edible, it might just be fusion food so we wanted to take it easy and be last. Luckily we weren't cause it was bittergourd. The last group came back about 1 hour after us. We played finding nemo and duck duck goose till dinner. Quite fun. Night games was star wars episode 7; the candle wars. We were supposed to use candles to burn down the opponents strings while the defenders must blow out the candles. The other team won cause we were stuck at the last string. Played blockus before we slept. Second day was the best. We walked to changi village for breakfast We had kotterderm(something like that cause they said so fun till they couldn't put it into english). First game was broom hockey. It was the least dirty game. We won that. Second game was some cotton ball game. We were supposed to do the drunken sailor thingy. The running around the broom stick 10 times and then rub vasaline on your nose and use your nose to pick up cotton ball. I feel down twice after doing the drunken sailor thingy. We lost that. Third game was monkey monkey apple strudel underpants. That was the game that made me dirty cause we had to roll on the mat that was filled with flour and water. Next game was putting shaving cream on your head and catching cheezels by your head. The shaving cream stinks. After station games, we played the game that got me really dirty. We were supposed to fill up the bucket with foam from washing out hair. And the shampoo was black. How gross. Next game was capture and skin. We really screwed up that. We were supposed to use water bombs to protect our fruits while stealing other people fruits. And you had to eat the fruits and collect the skin. So eating the water melon was really gross as we had to dig up the flesh. At night we had Saturday night live. First was passing charades. Our group got high school musical but we didn't manage to guess it. Landy was really good at acting as troy Bolton..then we had some helicopter game. Two guys have to put pantyhose over their head and use the end like helicopter to hit the other person torso. Then we had don't forget the lyrics. Aloysius was really funny since he is comical in nature. After that we went to play bridge. Then the group got bigger so we played heart attack, murderer. Then we played animal game. Forfeit was to draw on the leg. After that we played another animal game. It was damn fun. After that we played saboteurs. Damn fun. Then we went downstairs to play nerds then bridge. I ended up sleeping at 5am. Today after break camp we went tampanis mall for lunch. On the bus we were talking about how screwed up Singapore education system is and what screw ups happened. During lunch, I found out that when I saw Jeremy at the airport that day, Jerome was also there cause they were sending has sis off. So coincidental.
i'm fucking pissed!!!! my mum threw away my crumpler template. i got over the fact that there wasn't enough time to make it in melbourne when we went there. so my mum said make it next year. but fuck. she threw away my template. i know its by accident or maybe she did it purposely. but its as good as fucking with my life. and its like all 3 templates are gone!!!!! all i left is my crumpler toliet roll. i really really want the bag but someone had to fuck with my life. every time i think of it i just feel like saying fucking bullshit. is she like blind or what? before she throw away things cant she see that there is a crumpler logo there. and its far from looing like a receipt. when i cry over something it means i really really want it. the more i think about it the more i get angry and start crying and thinking about how fucked up my life is. i never wanted something so much in my life before. other things i cant get it i get over it but i just fucking cant get over it. i already thought of the design i wanted but fuck!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel bored. so i decided to blog. today was a waste of my life. ate lunch at east coast lagoon. it started raining halfway. i was trying to convince my mum that no point going sailing since after rain no wind. my mum didnt care. the stupid thing was one side of east coast was raining the other wasnt. and the wind was so strong so naturally i died. then it was going to storm so uncle kev made the IS go back. we were going to sail and suprisingly there was not much wind. then uncle kev siad that they want us to go back. so we went back.slack on shore for quite long. the guys were swimming in the water. then someone said that a crab is burried there. then jia said that it was an endangered species. so some very bored people decided to dig the crab up and kick it. pamela found a glass on the sand and so we were trying to find the best spot of burying it so that no one will get injured. i suggested the end of the beach. then halfway she said something and i thought there i was a crab and i started screaming. then we didnt want to walk to the end of the beach. then she was like just throw it in the dustbin la. haha. how smart. too bad we didnt think of that earlier. how stupid. we went back to the group and she announced to everyone what she did. everyone sarcastically praised her. then the sand was sandy so we decided to go to the stone table and talk. then after the storm cloud passed there was no wind so uncle kev said no sailing. wtf la. there wasnt any storm to begin with so we went back to shore for nothing. i was helping pam pull up her boat. then benjamin waved to us(more like me?) then pamela said hi. he told pamela no need to be so friendly. haha. then he said he want to see how heavy a byte is. so we let him help us pull back the boat. pamela said i bully small kid. and he was so nice. he help us pull half the way and he said it was light. crazy kid.
im meeting pam on tuesday. we are going to play basketball then watch the coffin. megan asked me about 2 hours after me and pam decided to go out to go sentosa. i told her if she asked me 2 hours earlier the answer would be different. she better not stand me up like how she did on 27 oct cause she use com too late then cannot go out.
and i have no one to talk to. pamela lost her phone. jerrold in beijing. derek in france.
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haven blogged in such a long time. today had training. no different from others. im beginning to dread training. i got stood up by 2 people. first it was rachel. we were supposed to celebrate my birthday tmr. then she got band practice tmr so cannot go. then coincidently derek asked gab koh to go buy his vest with him then gab koh didnt want to go so we decided to go either vivo or suntec. then just now jia told him that they had training tmr so cannot go. i got stood up twice today. how sad. sigh. anybody want to go out? im bored.
"You write with fluency and conviction, you talk with authority and control. A complex idea here, an abstract preposition there, you juggle with them, play with them, seduce them. There is no movement from doubt to comprehension, no breaking down, no questioning, no excitement. You try to persuade others, never yourself. You recognize patterns, but you rearrange them where you should analyze them. In short, you do not think. You have never thought. You have never said to me anything that you believe to be true, only things which sound true and perhaps even ought to be true: things that, for the moment, are in character with whatever persona you have adopted for the afternoon. You cheat, you short-cut, you lie. It's too wonderful."
this song is damn nice!!!!!
I could feel a hot one taking me down
For a moment, I could feel the force
Fainted to the point of tears
And you were holding on to make a point
What's the point?
I'm but a clean man, stable and alone man
Make it so I won't have to try
The faces always stay the same
So I face the fact that I'm just fine
I said that I'm just fine
I remember, head down,
After you had found out
Manna is a hell of a drug
And I need a little more,
I think
Because enough is never quite enough
What's enough?
I took it like a grown man crying on the pavement
Hoping you would show your face
But I haven't heard a thing you've said
In at least a couple hundred days
What'd you say?
I was in the front seat, shaking it out
And I was asking if you felt alright
I never want to hear the truth
I want to hear your voice, it sounded fine
My voice, it sounded fine
I could feel my heartbeat taking me down
And for the moment, I would sleep alright
I'm ? with a selfish fear
To keep me up another restless night
Another restless night
The blood was dry, it was sober
The feeling of audible cracks
And I could tell it was over
From the curtains that hung from your neck
And I realized that then you were perfect
And my teeth ripping out of my head
And it looked like a painting I once knew
Back when my thoughts weren't entirely intact
To pray for what I thought were angels
Ended up being ambulances
And the Lord showed me dreams of my daughter
She was crying inside your stomach
And I felt love again
today woke up at 1145. uncle picked me up for sailing. there was no wind so after stoning for 1 hour plus we decided to play ball. uncle kevin asked us to play dodgeball but it was really boring. so we decided to play volleyball. 3 vs 3 which is girls vs boys. so few people cause alot of people pon. only me, jia yun, bianca, derek, bryan and miah came. pamela came but went back cause she couldn't be bothered to sail cause the wind as light. what a loser. so we attempted to play volleyball. it was just hit miss run for the ball hit miss run for the ball......... this went on until IS came back from their run so now we decided to play dodgeball. it was damn funny. then yi hong said guys are supposed to be good at handling balls. then some people didnt hear so they asked again then now he said, if guys are good at handling balls they should be worried. after playing dodgeball we played captain ball. AS VS IS. though uncle kev is our coach and yi hong is IS coach it was yihong who played for us and vice versa. how weird. at first we were leading 7-2 then now it was us who were beaten cause derek's brother played for IS. and miah and derek were fooling around. it was damn stupid cause i had the ball and wanted to throw to derek but dunno what he and miah were doing so it hit derek's head. that was damn funny. i also threw the ball and hit miah/derek head when we were attempting to play volleyball. then bianca had the ball and uncle kev was trying to take the ball away from her so yihong shouted kick him where it hurts. haha. damn sick. went to get subway for dinner. arguing with derek ho over which is better. meatball or subway melt. subway melt beats meatball hands down man. im going to eat subway club next
haha. im alone at home. my mum is in malaysia.next week i have to go to school by myself cause mu mum going shanghai. how sad. i know. anyway today was quite slack. woke up at 9. did a bit of study then play wii with my cousin. after that my uncle sent us for sailing. sailing was really slack. ralph had a headache so he didnt sail. he sat on the powerboat with bryan. then ralph took pamela's boat and sail. he complained about pamela's boat worse than a girl, or should i say he is worse than pamela. then he was being an ass at the windward mark so uncle kevin ask me to block his wind. me and jerrold managed to overtake him and so he became the last. then john-paul was being another ass so he went to 'up' me. i managed to overtake him. such losers. so we started rocking all the way to the finish. on shore, sue shen was being another mean person. she kept spraying water at jerrold. then i told her i was there so stop spraying. then she went to be stupid and said must spray the lovely couple. wtf right? so we had a water fight. then later benji went to terrorized like 5 people and bryan said he was a rascal. i so agree man. he is only like 9 and he even managed to terrorize jerrold. pamela was screaming but she said he is nice. wtf right?
Fuck!!! I swear I'm damn fucking pissed!!!!!! My mum doesn't allow me to watch movie tmr. Fuck. She says I need to study. It's not like I will use the time that I'm not watching movie to do homework. Like when she says she's coming to pick me up. 1 hour later she still say she's coming. And my one hour plus is wasted just stoning, what's the difference between that and watching movie. Fuck. Anyway I swear I was damn happy before I asked my mum whether I could watch movie. Singapore was standing behind me in the foyer today while I was watching gossip girl. I was watching halfway, then I just started looking around cause this person was standing beside me so long and I was curious so I turned my head and saw a familiar shirt and then crumple bag. Bingo!
I realised this has gone on for three consecutive nights. Today was equally cool too. (This: it's for me to know and you to NEVER find out)
i thought of something retarted. you dont have to read it. dont say im lame cause i already warned you. so if by now you still bother to continue reading, what i was thinking of is knight in the RUSTY armour. funny right. yeah i know:)
overslept. haha. just finished watching gossip girl episode 1. Dan got hot and is seriously damn hot now. chuck got slightly uglier and not so chuckish anymore but i like him better. nate is still nate and he got this whipped look on his face. eric is still the same and the hottest. but he is kinda short. james is quite hot
there comes a time in your life when you realize who matters, who never did and who always will, so don’t worry about the people from the past, because there’s a reason they didn’t make it to your future’
anyway today i was thinking. anyway, keep this in mind: im talking about in asia. alot of people say that singapore actors aren't good looking.(obviously im talking about the good looking ones and not the ugly ones) when we compare, we usually compare them to taiwan/korean etc. actors. but almost all good looking actors in singapore are 30 plus and the taiwan/korean actors are 2o plus. so obviously the 20 plus actors are better looking. but the problem is can they keep their good looks for another 10 years? we know singapore actors can cause they are like 30 plus yet still good looking. if you dont understand what im talking about never mind, cause this explaination was for the question im asking myself. and read 4th sept(today) newspaper, home section page 9. there is someone very familiar inside. and they said she was uglg(indirectly).haha. loser:)
im kinda crazy over the term perfection after watching perfect cut
and hockey people are damn sick(namely verity and tessa). i think my mind is going to be very polluted staying i hockey man. watch for yourself
Will it end in deception and lies, with people who are not meant to be together, or will it work and everyone lives happily ever after?
i haven't veen blogging for long. haha. truthfully, i cant be bothered. and the time i blog is always when nothing interesting happen to my life. i cant even be bothered to post up the 'interesting' things in my life. so if you wanna know more about my life, the only way is to be in it. haha. i started a lj for nothing. im totally random. anyway i finished watching perfect cut. my favorite part is: you meet a person in one second,
you get to know a person in one minute
you develop a liking for a person in one hour
you fall in love with a person in one day
if fate doesn't allow two people to be together
an entire lifetime will be needed to forget a person
i decided i want to be a psychiatrist(you're supposed to laugh)
i shall update. but im too lazy. today was really an emotional day. i hope we remain as one team with no one missing till we graduate. today sec 1s left the ball bag in the hockey room even though aqeela told them to take it and they said okay. so me, verity, aqeela, christabel, chyan wen and michelle had to run to school the get it. we cheated and ask someone to help us. heehee. haha. i pity the sec 1s this year cause we're gonna be damn mean to them. they tested our patience.
today had hockey in the morning. vented by anger on the ball. went sailing but i left shortly after cause it was raining. and you still haven showed me your braces yet. anyway i ask drek his opinion on some things. he reply was damn unexpected. anyway i have not got over what happened this/last week. i was reading something and i thought this quote by richarh bach was damn nice "you love someone, let them free. If they come back they're yours; if they don't they never were". FUCK YOU FUCK EVERYTHING FUCK MY LIFE. i think the best solution to move on from this is to just go melbourne to study. leave my life in singapore and start life anew there. after all, that is the best way to move on. forget the past, move on the future. but i might only go two years later. how many more leaves are gonna be shed just for you.
now i really wonder why i have an lj and this. its just waste of my fucking life. anyway, my life is fucked up already so who the hell cares???????
fuck. i just heard the worst news in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck him and fuck that person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!
okay. weird. i recevied a message from Jerrold asking me to go to avril lavigne concert. random much. i didnt even know he liked her. haha. anyway my sister's friend say he will help me design my crumpler. i told my mum i will save up as much as i can. haha. but i think she knows i wont save money so im hoping she will pay for me
havent blogged in 5/6 days. i can be bothered anymore. CT was quite screwed. my math was the worse
English: haven't recieve
Lit: haven't recieve
Math: 26/40 damn lousy!!!!!!!!!!!!! had stupid careless mistakes
Science: 32/40 okay but still no good. my stupid ray diagram!!!!
Chinese: 65/100 im quite happy, first time in my life
Geography: 36.5/40 quite okay
D&T: 35/60 im quite satisfied. i expected to fail:)
anyway tody we had one hour of training due to PBL. slecked at delta with verity, aqeela, shamera and tessa today. played truth or truth. a damn stupid game if i had a choice. i must thank myself for coming up with such a great idea.
anyway today, i realised people will believe the lies but not the truths
and today i also realised i've been lying to myself all this while. i told people things but i was just trying to convince myself all along
“I see perfect little lives
Watch the shadows of the clouds
And the surface of the ocean out the window of a plane
I get nervous when I fly
Im used to walking with my feet
Turbulence is like a sigh that I cant help but over think”
"You can't put a limit on anything.
The more you dream, the farther you get."
- Michael Phelps
omg!!!!!! im watching the ARG vs USA hockey match. ARG had 2 penalty corners in 5mins!!! they screwed up their 1st one but scored a goal on the 2nd one through drag flick i think. the ball didnt leave the ground so i dunno. but the person had a pink hockey stick. so cool. 2 people in the team got pink stick and 1 of them who have a pink stick even have a pink and black nike shoes. so cool. the ARG left back (i think) has a GX 9000 turbo. ARG just scored a field goal. damn nice. ARG had 2 more penalty corners but was screwed up. USA had a penalty corner and scored a goal. damn nice. they did a no.2. their no.1 fake damn nice!!!! the commentator damn funny cause the ARG player was putting on a mask to protect her face he was like if you are going to put your life on the line, at least protest your face. someone in USA/ARG got a green card. i think was USA. USA just had another penalty corner. it hit the post. ARG so far did 2 scoops. damn nice but was stopped by USA. USA just got penalty corner cause even though the ball was outside the 'D' cause they said it was dilebrate infringement. nice shot but was stopped by goalkeeper i think. the ball is moving too fast. and now when i defend i cant dive to block the ball cause that's why USA was awarded penalty corner. ARG was awarded penalty corner. they also did a no. 2 with a very nice fake from no.1 but the ball was stopped nicely by the goalkeeper. ARG player got awarded green card cause of stick check. absurd right? omg!!!! USA player got ball in the 'D' and there was only the goalkeeper. she took shot and missed!!!! what a waste. another scoop from ARG, stopped by USA again.
HALF TIME
the score now is 2(ARG):1(USA)
omg!!! USA player hit so hard that when ARG player tried to stop the ball her stick flew away.
the commentator said this(out of randomness?):sports is my passion, but the reality, its just a game. USA player had a yellow card. OMG!!!! YELLOW!!! ARG got penalty corner. nice drag flick to the side but USA goalkeeper dive the use her stick to stop the ball. ARG player got green card. apparently she is one of the best player in the world, awarded player of the year 4 times. ARG tried to take a shot. was stopped by goalkeeper. ARG awarded penalty corner. it hit her teammates leg. ARG tried to take a shot. stopped by goalkeeper again. ARG awarded penalty corner. USA defender managed to stop the ball. ARG awarded penalty corner. not bad but goalkeeper managed to stop it. and its raining quite heavily. ARG awarded penalty corner. she missed. their back up aim was off. so far USA had 3 penalty corner, ARG got 10. ARG awarded another penalty corner. that makes it 11 now. nice shot but stopped by goalkeeper. ARG tried taking shot. stopped again by goalkeeper. USA scored a field goal through deflection. it was damn cool. USA awarded penalty corner in less than 1 min left. she shot straight to the goal keeper. good play for USA considering ARG is ranked #2 while USA is ranked #11.
i have 3 more new loves
Kevin Mirallas
Jan Vertonghen
Sebastien Pocognoli
i watched this show on cna just now. the price parents pay for their childeen to win a gold medal in the olympic while their children get tortured. and in the end, crushed when they are told your child cannot make it.
anyway, in any game, it's either you get gold or you dont get. no one remembers you if you get silver or bronze even if the margin you won by is very small.
and usa is fighting with china in the medal tally. i shall say GO USA!!!!
i have 3 new loves
rudy fernandez
reyes felipe
rubio ricky
haven posted in 4days. in actual fact, i was too lazy. anyway. we won STC 2:0 on monday so we got 3rd. old news. next year the champion is ours. i forgot the events that hapened the last 3 days. today we celebrated national day. was smsing during the concert. stupid person made me damn jealous. im too pissed to state why. and stupid person left halfway during the concert with stupid person 2. AHHHHHH! stupid person is damn rude. left halfway during the concert cause stupid person found it boring. how rude. tsk. amanda was trying to turn me on during the concert. was supposed to go out for lunch with clique but i went back home first to put my stuff cause i was going out so i told them i would meet them if i left the house early. but fuck. mu mum just had to come and ruin it and said blah blah blah. fuck. i dont waste my brain space for bitches barking. i should hae just went lunch with them. now im stuck at home orderin pizza. i wanted to order kfc and was looking forward to the couple meal by myself but apparently there i an overflow of orders. nvm. pizza hut is as nice?
your a son of a bitch
but i still love you
haha. its chinese now. im bored so i made wan ying lend me her tablet to blog. today is our final match as c'div'08. this is our last chance to fight for what we deserve. we must not let ourselves down cause we know we can do it. it's in our blood. and i just remembered ralph said he wants to pierce his tongue. ewww and gross and ouch!!!! someone was really getting on my nerves today but like i said, we have to put aside all our differences and work together cause hockey is all about teamwork and not one man show. im feeling hungry. i dont know if i have science practical today and im the science rep. not my fault: no one told me. haha. great excuse. how very responsible of me. i know. i have to last till 1045 till i can eat. lets hope i dont die. i dont want everyone want to cry over my dead body. i realised this is a very ego post but really true. im that impeccable. sorry you inperfect people:)
haha. i shall end my post here. i dont want to waste wan ying's battery. i dont care. someone give me food NOW! if i die we have no last man. mwahahahahaha!
And then we continued blissfully into this small but perfect piece of our forever.
today is a screw-joanne-up day.
1. i didnt get to eat my favorite carl's jr hashbrown
my mum asked me whath i wanted to eat for beakfast since i wanted to have a heavy breakfast before i go out to sea. so i suddenly had this urge to eat the carl's jr hashbrown. it rocks. seriously. then they say dont have cause the stock come in late. wth????? so i decided to order french toasted dips. dont ask me what that is cause i will just give you a blank look. i wanted top try something new. they say dont have. so i have to order hotcakes. it doesnt sucks but it doesnt taste very nice. i saw ralph at the carpark squatting down. turns out he left his lunch in the his mum's car. then when i reached noss one mintue later. he came back and said i think i didnt even bring my lunch out of my house. then after i rigged my boat, i decided to finish eating my hotcakes. then so kind joanne offered one piece to ralph(truth is, i couldnt finish) but its not fair. he took the last piece and did what i was looking forward to everytime im at the last piece. pouring all the syrup and butter. then its so sweet and soggy. it rocks.
2. i got protested for ramming someone's boat. its not my fault. apprently the case was supposed to get thrown out because she didnt shout protest to me at that time but the juries opened it again cause the damge was serious. wth??? the case was supposed to be me winning but yihong and ralph told me i should have said something like i have barely enough time or it was split second but too late. and they were like the jury is fucked up cause i protested under rule 16.1 or something.
haha. then ralph purposely go spray water on me while i was eating he said it was to cheer me up. then he gave me the hose and said arent you going to take revenge. then after i realised he was just getting me to off the hose. and i swear he can tell make up story like nobody's business. that person's parent ask me something and i just blanked out and he just made up some story that sounds damn real. haha. then cause ralph didnt want to give jerrold the last pizza so he said it was for me. then i didnt know his purpose so i was like i already ate. haha. so in the end jerrold got the pizza cause we decided to give it to him. haha. so i told him: jerrold, i cant believe you followed us all the way here just to get this pizza then walk away.
im infacturated with one
and obsessed with another
what's the difference?
they're the same
i really feel like just deleting my blog now. too lazy to post.
YESTERDAY
to the hockers who ran mas run yesterday: I HATE YOU GUYS. i do not want an encore. stupid guys. i thought of something heehee. if that happens on tuesday im going to try that out and see if it works. then i will be like in your face. though it sounds really inappropriate. its still cool to say in your face. for the people who wants to know what im babbling about, ask any sec2 hockers, im sure they will know perfectly well what happened. especially JOAN KHOR and NADIA.
TODAY
had training in the morning. then had sailing regatta after that. i totally screwed up cause its strong wind. sorry i couldn't stay for team talk. i felt bad after that cause jerrold was going to bathe then he decided to wait for me to finish derigging my boat. then as soon as we were going to bathe, ralph and kazi appeared and ralph made me wait for him. then i didnt know what to do. so me and jerrold decided to wait for ralph cause he was saying how i owe him. then in the end cause ralph took too long so jerrold decided to bathe at noss. im really sorry for pang seh-ing you. then ralph still made me follow him check our results so i decided to pang sei him afer i checked my results. and dont get the wrong idea if you are getting the wrong idea
can you feel the love this morning?
I don’t know what to say,
and why I feel this way.
and now I got to let go,
this is what I want you to know.
your're the only reason why i breathe
and the reason why i stop breathing
Without you, who am I?
Wherever my heart stops it doesn't seem right
today is a normal day. i didnt do anything extraordinary for once. people sitting beside me: its your lucky day. played cooking academy during chinese. i admit i felt bad. went to 1-twenty six for dinner today. luckily i didnt go on saturday cause then good luck to me trying to get a table. got a table at around 7 which is considered early. any later would be a wasted trip there. spent $187.14 for 3 people. the food was so-so? i ordered a drink which cost $11. my mum didnt allow me to order cocktail or martini. killjoy. i ordered french baby chicken for dinner which cost $32. and the dessert which was damn nice cost $22. my mum ordered scallops for appetizers. there was only 4 pieces of 50-cent size peices and it cost $28. haha. i ate 2 pieces. haha. when my sister comes back from melbourne must go one rochester. i was telling her about my wonderful dinner and she was jealous. haha. but the food she eat even better in melbourne. so much for tuna with red wine:) my dessert had rum in it and the organic chocolate rocks. the ice cream tasted weird.haha. i need to shit now
haha. im blogging in school. its after recess, its supposed to be english now. how stupid right. just cause yesterday we had school holiday so the school change monday timetable to today. i was acting a little crazier today. during chinese lesson, jiaqi was sleeping so i went to shoot rubber band at jiaqi head twice. but she only felt it once. then after that i hurry turn my head and pretended nothing happen. she thought is the teacher shoot at her one. how funny. then after that i shoot it at kaixin. then i shot a hard one at yitong but one flew past her face and the other was just off aim. science was another crazy class. i started throwing my eraser at karen. we were just fooling around la. damn crazy. then when we went back to class for lit i went to push karen down. haha. i felt bad for doing that. haha. lit was just cool. i found a new role model: LADY MACBETH!!!! she is hot. MACBETH IS HOTTER!!!!!. omg. i totally fall in love with macbeth. and lady macbeth really is just cool cause she's such a sadist. and now my favorite word during science is 'constant'. its the coolest word and it sounds so cool!!!
today we had no school. yay! had training. saw verity with someone' '. i swear if you ever read my messages again a very nice post is going to go up. i swear!!!!
anyway. i was reading this story today. how can you love someone yet is infacturated with someone else. but i guess its possible. unless its becomes an obsession for me where im only interested in the 'i got what i wanty' ending. its weird... one moment im plotting on how to get something and the next moment when i have it im plotting on how to to get rid of it. i realise im quite a sadist. but its my nature. i need proof to show that 'its' not an obsession. or maybe it was true at first then it became an obsession. and while i was reading the story.. this phrase caught my eye:'when you truly love someone, you never stop loving them' . i wonder if its true
and IM NOT GAY!!!!! IM JUST FLAMBOYANT!!. its different. and what's wrong with pink. its like the new black. the coolest colour ever invented. even someone says pink is cool. and the someone could be anyone. not the someone i keep referring to.
i'm having a affair with verity.(and she's my wife)
okay. yesterday we lost. i was stoned. maybe if i smoke pot i will be even stoner? i guess im not making any sense. anyway im getting over the match. we face many obstacles in life, we cant let one failure bring us down. instead we should reflect on what we did wrong and correct it. life cant be smooth sailing all the time or it wouldnt be called life. anyway. we should not blame ourselves about yesterday nor should we blame other people. if you blamed someone, stop, think about what you should have done to cover you teammate if she made a mistake. teammates cover up for each other all the time. anyway enough about all the emo/stoned talk.
today had hockey and class phototaking. pbl was like the best man. i was eating biscuit outside class cause some people very nice, lock me outside class. then this teacher walk past, i was trying to pull open the door. if the teacher caught me eating you guys would really die man. then i saw ms li walking. finally they let go of the door and i attempted to hide my food.
some funny parts during pbl:
ms li: by the look on joanne's face when she saw me, i must have looked like a ghost
sham: nono, cause someone was guilty
ms li:this is week 5, we end term at week 10, so how many weeks left to the end of the term?
-people trying to be stupid-
someone: 4
someone: 6
someone: 15
me: yeah 15, 10+5=15
jiaqi: nooooo, i thought is th average of 10+5, so its..
me and jiaqi: 7.5!!!!
ms li: i shouldn't have asked joanne
someone: thats why she's a science rep and not maths reps
we were discussing our phamplet, as usual we were being stupid, then we came up with this 'brillant' idea. sham was being all ego about it. then ms li was looking at us weirdly. yeah sham. must be you man. then i was telling them the yo mama joke i created. and some stories. ms li was eavesdropping on us s0 she was also laughing. tsk tsk.
ms li: for this session im permantly attached to your group
me: why
ms li: cause i like to amuse my self.
-then we started telling her our cool jokes and my yo mama joke-
then ms li was drawing the happy tree friends thingy on the board. i told my group to lets all stare at her. then sham suddenly was like eh, joanne, thats you (cause ms li wrote 6 blanks and used and arrow to point at the creature)
then i ask her why she draw me like that, the she said how you know is you, i said cause sham said and the blanks is the smae as my name. then jiaqi came and extra and said you drawing joanne, i want to draw her. then she added some weird stuff. then i wrote jiaqi on top. then i went to draw a pig and write jiaqi. then jiaqi changed the creature to mr keong, and at the side done by ms li. then someone said see mr keong, ms li draw you, then ms li hurry rub it away. then jiaqi put done by ms li beside my pig which is me. then i wrote sham for that creature, then i wrote done by mr keong. then i wrote teacher's gone wild. but somehow it got changed to joanne's gone wild.
had cool training. we played sec2s vs sec 3s. it was a very chaotic game. i got whacked by verity at the bottom of my shin there and hit by verity by a floorball ball.
The world is unstable. Do you know how we deal with an unstable world? We fight it and we make our own stability
yesterday:
had training for 8 to 12. 8 to 1o had theory in school. was supposed to meet aqeela and verity in school to discuss notice board but apprently, someone named verity was late(again). theory was quite funny. and now thanks to verity's big mouth i have to practicse pulling. then had training. ran 10 rounds for warm up. trainging was normal. after that rushed for sailing comepetition. did quite okay for the first day. i got 11 for my race. did only 1 race cause there was storm. i was racing against the clouds to get back to shore but i lost.overall position for 1st day 22/86. had carl's jr and kfc for dinner. and im so happy. my dad most likely bringing me to this restaurant for dinner next week. the only reason why i want to go there cause i think the place design very cool. its called 1 twenty-six.
http://www.1-twentysix.com/01.html
today:
second day of competition. i screwed up real bad. had 3 races. position for the three races are 23, 15, 25. overall i am 39/86. and today i almost died if not for my hiking pants. the wind was like alomst 20 knots. luckily that was the ending. has noss potluck. sat on the beach to eat. jerrold attempted to play soccer while me, pamela and jia sat on the chair watching the rest play soccer.
quite fun. and now here i am blogging. no life
I don’t have a heart because I do believe you stole it
i realised im reading too much into some stuff.
i think maybe i have depression. the real one and not the i feel so depressed crap
right now im discussing hockey noticeborad. way to go man. monday is due date
i forgot to post this yesterday. i remembered only when Jiaqi said that she should compile a book of my antics in class. yesterday i dunno what came over me. i started breaking the metal of the keychain and threw the pieces at yitong, kaixin, jiaqi and sham. then i had no more to throw so i went to cut the metal bead thingy into little balls. then i started throwing them at sham and jiaqi. so we had mini ball fight. then jiaqi tried to steal my balls. she is so perverted. got 2 balls not enough want to steal my fake little balls. tsk. then after i had no more to throw then i went to cut rubber and throw. how cool of me right? thanks. i know
today was boring. had geog test which was basically screwed. i almost fell asleep during science. wanying asked me something while i was half awake. so i told her to ask me later cause i couldnt understand what she was talking about. we had pbl. its a damn good thing. haha. i went toliet then me and megan were arguing over who should go in first. then someone walked past and look at us so i kept saying fish while running to class. had training which we went late for. haha. im not going to write in details cause now i too lazy to type.
i realised that many of my thoughts are centred on you
and that all i live for is that few minutes of short lived joy
but i think this is like a game to me
once i get what i want
it's of no worth to me
it always happens
second post today:)
today was a boring day. just as bad as monday. both math and science together. one before recess on after. how 'interesting'! went to peacehaven to do CIP. it was kinda fun/cool. came back to school and met a group of crazy people. stayed with them in the canteen while waiting for my mum.i was standing on the chair cause i forgot what i did to khor so i was trying to avoid her. some pervert called verity lifted up my skirt. if you wanted to see whats under you could just have asked nicely and if i was feeling crazy i would have agreed. chased khor cause she was daring enough to kick my shin. i gave up cause she is too lousy for me. not up to my standard. well, nobody is as good as me except maybe ME!! haha. verity was pulling my skirt so i decided to unzip it and take it off. then she let go. while doing who knows what my skirt dropped down cause i forgot to zipped it back. i was trying to pull up my skirt when i took a step backwards and slipped on khors stupid paper. how stupid. my phone got stolen and i got locked outside the toliet by 3 idiots while they read my message. gave up trying to get my phone back. went to the foyer to sit down and wait for my mum. those 3 idiots tried to sneak me back my phone. and according to verity it was meant to be a suprise! try to be more sneaky and soften your footsteps. anyway. whatever. went to queensway to get my grip. want to get the orange grip but jiaqi said traction was better.
once lost, the feeling can never be brought back again
but the feeling was never lost in the first place
suddenly, many of my thoughts were about you
yesterday:
went to my grandma house carrying my other stuff cause my mum went overseas so no one fetch me to school. was supposed to go escape but SOMEONE bailed out on us so apprently now jerrold is planning to capsize your boat during sakae noss. WATCH OUT PAMELA!!!! haha. went to thai express for dinner at paragon. second time in the week and i ate the same thing: glass noodles with tom yum fish soup. it rocks but the one at paragon is spicer and gave less mushrooms. its kinda weird to go out with my uncle and family for dinner cause i guess i cant buy whatever i want though they probaby would but i would feel bad. came back about 10 plus:)
today:
today was.......... i dunno. had training at 2 but we reached about 215. coach stopped at the bus stop and told us: you're late then drove off. haha. but today we ran 1 round for warm up. quite lucky i guess? i vomitted halfway during training. my poor curry puff and tuna puff. verity was like you should just have gave the curry puff to me. after training we went to redhill and but bubble tea. i bought latte cocoa milk which cost me like alomst $3 bucks. should have just sticked to honey green tea. much nicer and cheaper:) but nadia, jeralyn and clara found it damn nice. is there something wrong with my taste buds or theirs. i like clara's one the best. in the train, there was a mini 'quarrel'. they were fighting for khor to go to which line.
my mum's coming back tmr evening so... yeah. i want to sleep but too early. haha
Today we had theory in the morning on our Teck whye match which was seriously screwed. Reached school at 740. Then Jiaqi came. We went to the foyer which we were kinda already at and waited for Verity cause she ask me to. Me and Jiaqi got chased away cause the foyer was too crowded and that we weren't properly dressed:( We had match against our seniors today. The score was 0-0. I was suprised. But i got hit on the ball in my face. But luckily the dots blend in:) Had fitness after that. We had to run 4 sets of 200m(40 seconds per set). It was killer? Lacked at delta then went outside swimming pool with Aqeela and sat there and ate while waiting for my mum. (there must be something wrong with the food cause my shit stinks of seaweed chicken). And alomst the whole team saw Sarah junior wearing all pink then Jaya and Clara were making fun of me if i wore it. So i decided to me mean and say....
Me: Jaya, if you wear that i bet everyone will run away cause you will freak them out
Jaya: If you wear that everyone sure go blind
Me: haha. cause everyone blinded by my hotness
And Pamela!!!! You suck!!!! (though i doubt you will ever read this) I know you purposely don't want to come cause you purposely want it to be weird for me and Jerrold.
And, i realise SOMEONE seems to be online more often. With a hot display picture:)
Today was the 3rd and final day of e-learning. This totally sucks as no more sleeping late and slacking. But e-learning is a total waste of time. And the irritating part is the orange light keeps blinking every second. I did a good deed today! I help Verity post her Lit discussion thingy cause she was being a idiot as usual and didn't know how to post it. Sometimes i wonder does she even have a brain?
Had training at 3. All i ate for lunch was a devil's chocolate cake fromm TCC. It was quite nice. I have yet to try the jupiter cake from canele but i think they stopped making it. Today i trained short grip hitting. Coach ask me to practice that for trainings now. Training was quite slack today. Coach let us hear some funny thing about thailand airport. And only 9 out of 20 people came for training today. After that we walked to redhill to buy bubble tea. Halfway, Verity was walking fast for don't know what reason and i decided to be mean and trip her. I expected her to stumble but instead she 'flew'. I kinda felt bad but since she was kinda laughing so I dont feel so guilty:)
And a funny thing today. Verity: I need a knee guard
Me: cause i broke your knee
Verity: Then i need a heart guard
I officially gave up on Verity. She was supposed to do my blog since hockey camp. And now? I decided to do myself. Was going to do http://www.ihateverity.blogspot.com/ but i don't want to spoil my url by putting her name and its just so vulgar to swear on your url.
Anyway. Today's training was...... ran 10 rounds. And the amazing thing is that i wasn't tired. I used someone's idea(not saying who lest she gets big-headed) of counting math. i stopped at 26*27 but unfortunately it was the wrong answer. We managed to train with 1 ball bag. Though that means doing about 50 push-ups.
Celebrated Amanda's birthday after training. As usual we smashed cake on her face and Aqeela squirted her whole bottle of water on Amanda's head. I shall try to bring myself to sleep cause my mum keeps asking me to:)
P.S Verity, you should be happy(or not) that i dedicated my first post to you:)(my goofy smile)
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